koda gabriel @ehkoda@masto.donte.com.br

Vou postando meus coisinha do #bujo
Tô MUITO feliz com essa semana
I'm going to post my bujo stuff here. I'm very happy with this week spread

https://masto.donte.com.br/@ehkoda/100126449818050924 thread de fotinhas *u*

#introduction
my name is koda and im a computer sciencie student, non-binary bisexual and writer.

i'm polygamous and am in a relationship for five years now.

i have a cat named penny *after TBBT, cause she's blonde* and i reffer to her as pennesgurmina.

i'm very addicted to games, reading and just think about things.

i have anxiety disorder, depression, TDAH, and i'm possibly in the asperger espectrum.

you can call me to talk anytime, but be aware that i may dissapear for 3 years

#introdução
meu nome é koda e eu sou um estudante de computação trans não-binário, bissexual e escritor nas horas vagas.

também sou poliamoroso e estou em um relacionamento atualmente.

tenho uma gata chamada penny a qual me refiro como pennesgurmina.

viciado em jogos de computador, ocasionalmente ler e me distrair pensando no tempo

ansiedade & depressão & déficit de atenção e talvez outras coisas

me chame pra conversar ocasionalmente mas aceite se eu sumir por 3 anos

Nesse local o q eu FASSO ALGUEM ME AJUDA

Alguém me ajuda estou com DOR

Oh gosh
Just to think that he's at the hospital with Mom and Dad and the doctor is telling them about anxiety and they're thinking of what are they doing wrong instead of thinking of what can they do to help.
They don't know anything and they don't try to know.
They just keep knocking their heads onto stupid stuff they learned about mental issues

My mind is broken. I take meds. He takes meds. We're the broken ones of the family. He was mean to me while he was growing (he's younger) but recently he has been so kind.
I'm crying cause I love him now more than ever and now that he's kind and lovely he's all troubled that isn't fair
That's not fair at all

All I keep wondering is what is going on in his head.
I asked my other brother if there is something going on and he doesn't know.
But no matter how our of nothing anxiety comes, it has a trigger. He's not freaking out for nothing, there is something in his head. I wish I knew what it is. I wish I could help.
I'm so fucking sad now

My brother had a pannic attack in his English clash and had to go to the hospital. I'm crying. I'm so sad and hurt that his anxiety is at this level. I'm hurt. I know how this is and it destroys me to see him like this. My heart hurts now. There's is nothing I can do. I'm 200 kilometers away and his at the hospital with Mom and Dad and my other brother and no matter how much they try (and they don't try that hard) they know nothing about mental issues.
I wish I could give him a hug

queria dizer que entrei numa fase de reabilitação
eu sempre machuco meu proprio corpo e nao consigo me controlar
entao comprei dois pacotes de bandeides daqueles redondos de vacina e cobri meu braço e corpo todo onde tinha machucado
gastei quase uma caixa com 20
estou todo cheio de bolotinhas
mas é
reabilitação
me desejem sorte

quando voce tem um grupo no whatsapp com todo mundo do projeto de iniciação científica, incluindo as professoras orientadoras, vc comete esse tipo de barbaridade
(é serio gente eu to MUITO FELIZ)

i entered a facebook group for autistic people and i relate SO MUCH to all stuff.
it's great

toda hora eu dava uma crise de riso e falava
MO A GENTE TA OPERANDO UM PINTO
DE BORRACHA
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

eu e mozao compramos mais coisinhas pq nossa antiga "leva" acabou de morrer kkkk
ai compramos um pinto giratório que tem tb estimulador de clitoris é um trem de doido rs
QUE ESTRAGOU -DURANTE- O PRIMEIRO USO
(sim foi tenso chorei mto q)
ai a gente indignado mas com vergonha de pedir dinheiro de volta dps de usar
FEZ UMA CIRURGIA NUM PINTO DE BORRACHA
pra ver pq ele tinha parado de funcionar
cirurgia bem sucedida pq agora ele vibra mto bem obrigado

Faço desenho que a pessoa quiser no estilo Doodle ou debujito :) leterring eu arrisco também

Ow galerinha do mal eu tô vendendo bujos a 15 reais + 9 de frete pra qlq lugar do país
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